1. YOU -
God is real. He is
the sum of wisdom and creation. He is the creator of the
universe. He is not limited to our five senses physical
dimension (which indirectly means that there is something
beyond our physical five senses dimension).
1. ME (My
opinion) -
This may sound disappointing to you, but except for one tiny
"incident" (8/2011 (seeing/communicating-with "Anastasia's
sphere")) I never “saw” God.
I did see Michael Jordan one time in a real game (ah, the
good old days) and this definitely was a divine experience
for me :) Ok seriously, I thankfully went through quite few
experiences, which were convincing enough for me. I know
(for myself) that dimensions beyond our three physical
dimensions exist. We can become part of these dimensions by
using senses beyond our five senses. Sometimes however, we
can “get there” by using our five senses. I also know (for
myself) that there is some kind of power, which guides and
protects us.
As you may have noticed, in the brief paragraph above I used
the word “know”. I did not use the word “believe”.
I did add the words “for myself” though.
I used the word “know”, because I am certain about it, just
like I am certain about birth, death (biological) and tax.
I would use the word “believe” if I wanted to describe
something, which I may have a good feeling about, but not
100% sure.
I added the words “for myself” only for the wish not to
sound arrogant or patronizing.
Now let me sit back for a second and try reading your mind…
Ok. I get it. You are anxious to see proofs…
Very well my friend. That makes sense.
Say I give you my 10 highlights of self
experiences. Why in the world would you “believe” me more
than you would believe any of the Near Death Experience
stories, or Out of Body travel stories or Miracle stories?
Some of those may even happened to you. However, you may
have dismissed them due to their freaky/creepy nature. And I
understand you my friend. We and our society does not feel
comfortable w/ abnormal things. Neither we feel comfy with
people, who believe in (or create) bizarre things. (Thank God,
at least people don't
get
burnt at the stake any more for that)
*abnormal* or “Un-natural” experiences are
described in books (many!). There are TV reality shows about
Un-natural phenomena. There are spiritual seminars all over
the place. There is even
training about how to travel out of body. However none
of that was ever convincing enough for me. I’m afraid it
may not have been convincing enough for you dear reader as
well.
The BIG thing in my mind is: we need ONE convincing
experience. This experience would be SO convincing that it
would cause us to start research more about it, and (for
lack of better words) may start some wake up process within us.
Say you are 20 years old, and I tell you
about THE Beatles. You may have heard tons of stories about
them. However
THIS may be the ONE convincing experience, which you may
need in order to convince yourself that the Beatles indeed did
exist, and that they were fantastic.
If you watch the above video clip with friends or family, it
may be even more convincing. This is because we are all
social beings, and are absolutely influenced by the
impressions and opinions of each other (and I think this is
ok).
I personally
had many ‘weird’ experiences, which did not do much to me.
Until thankfully one particular experience came out of
nowhere and woke me up (literally). The funny thing is if I
told you about other self experiences, you may ask “Uri,
what was so different about this one?” My answer would be:
“I don’t know. There was just something about it". I think
in general we all have our unique trigger points. We may
like different movies or appreciate different types of food.
And probably same goes for things, which may give us THE
shake.
I am going to tell you now about this one particular
experience. The catch is. I doubt this may convince you
about anything, since why would you believe my story? Maybe
I was on drags? Maybe I was imagining or hallucinating?
Maybe I am simply lying. People lie sometimes, you know.
Therefore, I will follow my story up with a ‘self
experiment’, which you may be able to do, and which may hopefully open
you up to that type of stuff...
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Ok before we dive into my self experience story , please
"recharge" yourself by viewing the pic below, and then
scroll down... (Yes. you may say hi back to the beautiful
lady in front of you :))
Pic 4: A garden from BERUSSA's Photos
It was the night of 6/23/2008 in Montreal,
Canada. On that day I attended a meeting of a standard
organization (3GPP SA2). I went to bed in my hotel room.
Fell asleep. Woke up I’d say about 3-4 hours later. I am
lying in my bed. I see my hotel room around me. (It was
dark. I did not leave any light on (Now I do… always :)). I
see a figure by my bed. It was clearly a He (what a
disappointment :/). He was standing in front of me. I felt
totally relaxed. And seeing that guy felt as if it was a continuation of the dream, which I just had. I remember a
few quick thoughts, which ran through my mind: 1. This guy
is young. 2. He is very handsome. 3. Why is he not moving? 4.
He is in the middle of my room. 5. He looks very familiar.
6. Wait-a-minute. Holly crap. He is me… a young version of
me (He had hair). 7. I wish I could look like that again 8.
Fuc$. This is creepy. How come I am so calm?
Then I fell asleep
again. I clearly remember that in my sleep I kept thinking
about that strange occurrence. It 'bothered' me. And I woke
myself up again!! (In my estimation it was a short time
after falling asleep again. Maybe 10 minutes. Maybe a few
hours. Not sure). I open my eyes. I just cannot believe it.
He is still there. He has moved now to the left corner of my
room. He is standing by the window. Wait. He is talking to
someone. It is an unknown language. It is neither Hebrew or
English (or Spanish, Arabic or anything else, which I’m
familiar with). I open my ears very wide. Funny,
I already got used to his presence, but I was curious to see
if there were additional people present in the room… To my
disappointment I could not hear (neither see) any of the
guys he was talking to. I clearly remember the friendly
manner he was talking to them; As if they were all having
some high school reunion in my room. Again this whole thing
was very relaxing. (I thank you God from the bottom of my heart
not just for the experience, but also for all of the dark
nights in the army; when I was by myself in the guard tower
or on the patrol mission. If not for the army experience, I
may have screamed like a little girl that night in Canada
:)).
After a few
minutes I fall asleep again (for the 2nd time now) and
shortly after woke up. I see him now again in the center of
the room, where I first saw him. Fuc$! he is looking at me. Ok. Now I am officially getting freaked out. I start to
sit up in my bed. Slowly with my fits ready to hit (thank
you Bruce Lee for all the useful movies). I expected him to
run away. I can’t believe my eyes. How rude! He is moving
amazingly fast towards the exact middle line of my bed. He
is flying right into me (straight like a ruler). He enters
my body - left bottom part of my stomach. In the exact place
I was complaining to the doctor during the weeks, which
preceded that night (I went through x-ray, endoscopy, biopsy
and other shi$. They could not find anything unusual).
This was enough for me. I turned on the
light. The room was empty.
I have goose bumps all over now Just from telling you that
story. And for God’s sake it is now two and a half freaking
years after the actual experience took place. Funny enough,
‘someone’ must have known that this experience would 'wake
me up', since in the months, which followed the experience I
started to get more and more visits (in my bed room). Giving
me the feeling that someone out there believed I was
becoming ready to taste more of that stuff.
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Ok time for you to sit back and relax with
the following nice pic.
Pic 5: DOĞADAN NATURE from BERUSSA's Photos (you
can click on the pic to view more beautiful pics)
Now just before I take you through the
follow-up spiritual visits story, let me draw your attention to an
interesting words game. The word Montreal (where my
self experience happened) may be broken down to Mont-Real.
Mont is made up of the four Hebrew letters: Mem, Vav (silent),
Nun, Taf. When these four letters are written in a reverse
order (Taf, Nun, Vav (silent), Mem) they create the Hebrew
word Tanum, which means Goto Sleep...The word
Real means... Real. So I'd interpret it as "Goto
sleep" and see "Real"... Oh, well, just my
interpretation. Now I guess you can take the word Canada and
break it down to C-a-Nada (= See a Nada). As you may know, Nada means nothing in
Spanish.. But, on the other hand, it also means a
special
type of Yoga in English...: Oh wait. I have just found
out that Nada is also the name of a beautiful ascended
master (see pic 6 below). Um. I think I start to like that
weird Canadian experience afterall)
Pic 6: Lady Nada is an ascended master who
brings with her a beautiful feminine energy about her.
One of Lady Nada's embodiments here on earth was a priestess
in Atlantis. Lady Nada is currently trying to help the
planet
balance its feminine and masculine energies.
Ok. Back to the follow up visits story. For sake of privacy I
will not say exactly who my visitors were (Funny. I am protecting
now
the privacy of people who supposedly have *passed away*). I will only say
these visits made me happy. So happy in a way, which is hard
to describe. The hugs, which I gave and received, can only
be compared (in my mind) to hugs someone would exchange with
a loved one after not seeing each other for many years.
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One of my visitors talked Hebrew to me (exact
same voice as when alive (young and strong)). Words I will
never forget. My visitors also one time wrote on my left
palm (just like I do sometimes). I called my cousin in
Israel a few days after the palm-writing experience to deliver her the message. It
turned out to be totally accurate and referred to something,
which was going on back then in their house. The
message, which was written on my palm, had about 50-100
words. Out of which I was sadly able to retrieve only 5-6 words
(idiot me). The lights in my apartment turned off and the phone got
disconnected several times when I first tried to share that
experience w/ the *wrong person*. My bad, Sorry Mr. 259! Btw, In the
afternoon, which preceded the palm-writing night visit I
went to Verizon shop (I go there only when something goes
wrong with my cellphone). The first thing which I saw was a
person with a bad palm. When my visitors wrote on my hand
(one guy was holding my hand still and the other one was
doing the writing) I reminded of the person I saw in the
verizon shop, and I thought (while in *dream* state) about
that funny *premonition* type of co-incident.
Then later I started to have visits during
day time.
I will tell you about one of these visits. My visitors were
kind beings. They did nothing to harm me. They did not like
the fact that I went to the supermarket and got in advanced
two soul candles (translation from the Hebrew word “Ner
Neshama”), when I really needed only one for the memorial
day of my Dad (lazy me. I got one candle for the Jewish
holiday and another one for the actual passing day of my
Dad). The beings gave me a couple of Harry potter type of
premonitions in my biz trip to China during that week
(10/2009). (as you can see in the pic below this was a
heavenly trip to
begin with)
Pic 7: 3GPP SA2 #68, China (Dude on the
left corner. Hello, this is dance not basketball).
Then Monday when I was back from China I
looked into my apartment from the outside. There were about
20 or 30 of them. Black flying clouds (they resembled spirits
I had seen in Harry potter movies). I went upstairs praying
to God that they would disappear by the time I’m at the door
(my young daughter was with me. I didn’t want her to freak
out). I opened the door. To my huge relief there was no sign
of them. There was no sign of the second candle either! (and
I remembered exactly where I had put the damn thing) I want
to assure you at this point (as I believe this is a BIG
responsibility revealing such a creepy experience) that
there was NOTHING scary about that experience (Nor there was
anything scary or creepy about any
of the other experiences). I can assure you that if you
are a good normal person. i.e., you never killed, raped or
abused anyone then you are totally safe. This is simply
because of the Law of attraction. Likes attract likes. And
this law is not limited to our five-senses dimension.
I had since then quite few day light
occurrences (all magical beyond belief). However, this
paper is not about me. It is about YOU (Or US if you
will).
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So here is the self experiment/experience, which I think may
help you to open up (and if you wish to stay ‘numb’, that’s
totally cool. No rush).
First, relax...
Pic 8: DOĞADAN NATURE from BERUSSA's Photos (you
can click on the pic to view more beautiful pics)
Now, Go see a telepathy
show!
I was in such a mini-show many years ago (father and
daughter. Bat-mitzvah party of my cousin’s daughter). Sadly
all I remember from the party is the great food and the
presence of the famous Jewish singer Dudu Fisher. However
now I start to grasp what I saw. And what I saw was the real
deal. Telepathy does exist (in my opinion). Telepathy - one
may say, is not a proof for anything... Well, I believe this
can be a modest start of opening up to the unknown.
Another interesting experiment for you could
be: Get your hands on an infra-red projector. Goto a dark
room. Turn the projector on. Can you see anything? (of
course not). Now put
on a special infra-red glasses/goggles. Can you see anything
now...? (a miracle right :)).
Ok. Time to go back to what I was trying to
prove (Or better say "was trying to provide evidence for”).
Statement #1:
God is real. He is
the sum of wisdom and creation. He is the creator of the
universe. He is not limited to our five senses physical
dimension (which indirectly means that there is something
beyond our physical five senses dimension).
Did I prove statement #1? I think not. what I
did say was: "There is something beyond our physical five
senses dimension; this something seems to care about us. Our
subconscious and deceased ones appear to be part of that
something.". This at first sight may
not seem like such a big deal. I know. (not even a single
explicit word about God). However, for me it was the first
one-inch step in a new direction. A direction of having a
better understanding of our life and the context in which we live it.
Update from 8/2011: Night time (far away from
home, biz travel in CA, USA). long detailed Vivid dream. Key
element: "Anastasia's sphere" showed up in my kitchen when I
was doing the dishes... It communicated to me in a direct
(telepathic) way. The knowledge this is G-O-D (and the
understanding that this is exactly what I read in
Anastasia/Vladimir
Ringing Cedars books) came to me right away. Then within
seconds it turned to an alien magical device, which can play
any music, which I liked. Thanks for that God. I just need
to learn to keep the volume down a little '-)
9/2011: Anastasia was here physically (Oh My
God. what an exotic beauty indeed). Asked me (indirectly) to
mention Vladimir too. Well dear humble sister, I think I
just did. I liked that party btw, even that it was 4 hours
past my bed time. You guys have my cell# now, so we will
keep in touch indeed. Soon.
2. YOU -
Angels are real. They are God’s messengers.
Each one of us has his/her own angels. They are around us
24/7. They guide and protect us. (And watch us - creepy as
this may sound). We can sometimes see them. They can touch
us (physically); They can whisper in our ear. And they can
show up in many other ways. They are very gentle. They are
very beautiful, In and Out. They use human friendly names,
e.g. Judy, Alex. Sometimes they manifest as physical human
beings (and have ‘normal’ interactions w/ us).
2. ME (My
opinion) -
Am absolutely convinced about this one. I have had many
contacts with them both during night time and day time. Saw
them in flesh and in spirit. They are beautiful beyond
imagination. No. Never saw wings… All I saw was angelic
faces or just normal looking human beings, when they came in
the flesh. We talked. *Normal* conversations. Imagine that
you talk to a very nice and cheerful person. Someone who is
not judgmental or jealous and is not trying to patronize you from the
very first sentence. That's an angel appearing in the flesh.
Sometimes they seem sad! Well, with *patients* like us who
is not going to be sad? ;)
When I’m totally relaxed (that doesn’t happen very often) I
can close my eyes and meditate. At the beginning I would not
see a shi$. Then after perhaps 5 or 10 minutes they show up
out of nowhere. Sometimes one angel. Sometimes several
angels like in a power point slide show. Always quiet. No
word is said. Always vibrating.
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Can you see the angels (fairies) in the pic below?
Pic 9: Porcelain Hanging Fairies.
I like to (briefly) share
with you dear friend some of my encounters with these
wonderful beings (angels and fairies) (there have been many
encounters (and many "channels" through which they came),
but I understand your time is important, so here is just a
very brief summary of those):
1. Night time. Observation through some of
the five senses (see, hear, touch).
2. Day time - scent (these guys seem to know
exactly what smells talk to me (a particular Tobacco, a
particular perfume)).
3. Whispered in my ear (just before I woke up). (Words of
love, put together in a magical order and intonation. I
still remember the heavenly feeling of being totally loved
with no judgment or limitations).
4. Touch - *somebody* woke me up one night knowing the first
thing I would do is take a look at the clock. It was exactly
2:34 (Please open Doreen Virtue book (or just Google) to see
what this number means...). I remember waking up and looking
for the *person* who so gently tapped on my left arm. First
thing was telling him/her “what did you wake me up for?”
(Funny enough after a while you kinda develop a
relationship with them when both sides study each other).
Their humor I must say is extremely good. And they know me
very well. They are very playful, and always seem to be one
step ahead of me.
5. Saving my back (life!) several times. Sweethearts. I
can't say thank you enough. Love you!
6. Leaving things for me in my car (while the car was locked) -
this happened several times. These nice gifts always caught me by surprise.
They were always very meaningful. e.g. related to things I was worried
about. Some of the items I still keep at home.
7. Open/close my bathroom door. (as I’m
writing these words, my nose starts bleeding; This makes me
go to the bathroom; The door is half open!)
8. Play with my scale… (I was looking for a solution. Long
story. They placed it in an angle I never thought about)
9. Placing my medication bottle on its top, so it doesn’t
fall (they know I was looking for a solution for this
problem).
10. Playing with the indoor lights in my car.
11. Bringing me a baby to watch. (Actually he looked to me
about 5-6 years old). night time. knock on my door. I open.
Can't see anyone. But all of a sudden this little child is
in my hands, and I'm defacto the baby sitter (I cant forget
the concern feelings of who the hell am I going to bring him
back to...?). I placed him on the bed by my side. He was
sleeping like an angel the whole time. Then in the morning I
woke up. He was gone. I cant even tell if I was in-body or
out-of-body when bringing him in from the doorway.
12. Knocking on my door.
13. Playing radio in my room.
14. Adding me a 3rd chicken to the dish I got in the super
market (It always comes with two chickens) (Thank you Savta Zipa!
I've gained already fifteen pounds. How many more do you
want me to gain? :/).
15. Talking in my room (night time; just before waking up).
16. Feathers, Leafs, Butterflies, rainbows, a huge snake
wraps itself around me in my bedroom. He/she did no harm -
long stories about all those ones. You wouldn't believe
anyways :)
17. Straight arm over my
head. just arm. Lady's arm. Straight as a ruler. I
still remember waking up yelling "whose arm is it?". This
perhaps was a clue given to me for my free throw craziness.
(after this night my follow through got better; About two
months after that I had my record 147 free throws in a row
(i.e. w/out missing) (5/2/2010). Special talent? um. I don't
think so. Angels help? Duh! (I mean that's the best
explanation I found so far, because I really have no other
way to explain what happened there. (I love basket-ball, but
my basket-ball "talent"
is mainly on the watching side of things)).
18. Bugs - in the Gym. Sometimes they would
stay in the same *safe spot* by me watching me for hours
taking my free throws. Like little pets. Sometimes they want
attention. they would crawl right at me, not letting me take
the shot.
Not sure why I attract so many bugs. Maybe
they try to tell me I have bugs in my shot. Well, little
guys. Trust me. I know that already. '-) (Speaking about
shots, please take a moment to enjoy some
art
work of my
virtual teacher, Mister perfect shot/pass/dribble/resilience/personality and twice NBA MVP. Mr.
Steve Nash).
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Pic 10: Nash - God's perfection
(and lots of joy) in
action.
You may notice btw the number 13 on Steve's
shirt. 13 is the
Gematria
of God (Hebrew: Gimel, Vav (silent), Dalet), Gematria of
Love (Hebrew: Ahava) and Gematria of One (Hebrew: Ehad).
And no. Steve is not God... But when you have God's love in
your heart, and you are so kind and humble as he is, you
become a super star (and, well. I guess some talent doesn't
hurt too).
And here is a pic of Nash's virtual student -
me.
Pic 11: Me - Guinness record for
standing like an idiot and waiting for a miracle.
Btw, While Steve has not even a clue who I
am, we did meet one time in a vivid dream (or out-of-body
travel or whatever you want to call it). He kindly gave me a
tip about the exact spot I should be standing on when
shooting. This he said would help me creating the straight
line between the right shoulder and the rim (this took place
sometime around 7/2010). Well, thanks man. Am still trying
to follow your advice (well, sometimes).
2/2/2012 - update: After an
ever lasting confusion/self-debate about where exactly to
stand (the free throw line, as you can see in pic 11 above,
is pretty wide, and nobody says you must stand on the exact
middle point to take the shot...) I confessed to
God/spirit/universe/heaven/angels/upper-family that I have
no idea what to do and I need help... God then immediately
(well, over a few days) sent me a repetitive sequence of
clear signs, which even a dummy like me could not ignore any
more. I now know exactly where to stand and in what angle
etc. (remember, I am a nerd. Zero basket ball talent. need
all the help I can get...). Pic 11a below illustrates one of
God's messages. Hint: I never threw the matches on the
bathroom floor, and I never opened the door. All I did was
lighting a candle and taking a hot bath in order to
hopefully get rid of my cold (Chicago winter. enough said).
Next thing I know is I get num tiny bit (or getting into
meditative state if you will) and am looking (w/ my closed
eyes) into beautiful eyes of an angel. While still
meditating I was thinking about the numeric value (Gematria)
of the word fire and how funny it is that both the English
and Hebrew word for fire (Hebrew(Fire)=Esh (or perhaps Ash
'-))) come up to exact
same value - 301. The next thing I know is I hear a noise of
something falling down to the floor... (No I didn't jump, as
by now I am used to the tricks of my playful spirit mates).
Then about 10 minutes later. I got up. Wow. The angle of the
matches and the exact distance from the wall told me a clear
story (Aba - just like you said "R5B8"). One can say I
imagine.. So be it. But can one argue with a surprising
result of a zero talent guy in the Gym? This morning in the
Gym, after making the 47th free throw shot in a row (from
that exact spot), one of the guys in the Gym stopped me and
asked what happened if God forbids I move an inch left or
right off my favorite spot.. I said "Dave, here is what
happens". I moved tiny bit to the right and missed... Thku
God. I would be so lost w/out you.:/
Pic 11a: The bathroom
miracle - watch the matches, the door, my (ugly) feet, my
sleepers.
Oh btw, there was a little
premonition for this magical episode. Two days earlier in
the Gym (in the basket ball court to be specific) there was
a white scale, by the spot where I normally put my bag. This
is the first time this ever happened (I've been going there
for a while now. (Three years and one month to be exact).
The guidance for me was "Uri, copy and paste your bathroom
into the Gym and you shall solve your own riddle."
2/3/2012 - So I did (copy &
paste of my bathroom to the Gym). Thku God so much again and
again. and again. Now all is left to say is: "If I can do
it, anyone can." Don't believe? Try it. It works. below in
pics 11b and 11c you can see the little blue star, verifying
for me the exact spot to stand on when taking the free throw
shots (I never put it there if you know what I mean (and
btw, would you please stop freaking out for a second)).
Pic 11b: The Gym miracle.
The little star welcoming me @6:30am, showing me where to
place my right foot. (the shadow is me. the white orbs I
leave for your imagination...)
Pic 11c: The Gym miracle -
part II. No idea btw what the orb/light is/are. The flash of
the camera? Perhaps...
Please understand dear
bro/sis. I did show up every single morning in the Gym and
practiced the free throws for 3 years now. But w/out God's
help there would be no way I would make it that far. God's
help came btw in about thousand different ways including
guidance and inspiration
through other people
(Hints: 1. Since about 5-6 weeks ago I started to use only
one arm throughout the entire free throws ordeal. 2 When the
wrist of the shooting hand is healthy I rarely miss a shot.
3. My wrist is never really healthy... Still I now seldom
miss a shot. 4. Repeating Again - I have very little talent
for Basket Ball and not much of a confidence either (I do
love though watching Basket Ball gamers already since the
Mccabi Tel Aviv 1977 days. Jim Boatwright (15) and later on
Steve Nash (13) have been my Basket Ball heroes (my
hand is shaking as I just write down those names... (Tal,
Miki, Michael, jermaine, Petro, Tony, Kobe, Dirk - yes. I
owe you guys big time too and you know it...)))).
2/10/2012
(=10/Feb=10/2=102=Gift=....) - Thku dearest fairies so much!
thku Dod David so much! Form feels now complete indeed! Thku
dearest AAs so much!
2/11/2012 - After an almost
perfect Gym day yesterday (47/50 in the exact way I wanted
it to be (my angels referred to it as "the complete form"))
I can finally describe/summarize my Free-throw-shooting
"technique" by saying "a picture speaks better than a
thousand words". See pic 11d below.
Pic 11d: The Gym miracle -
part III. 'Outside of the box' thinking combined w/ the use
of miracles can make up for lack of talent.
Btw, the guy in 11d + the
bathroom door in 11a tell the complete story of my form
(hint: Look at the number on his shirt, his right hand, his
left hand, his right foot, the greed on the floor and its
exact distance (in 'greed units') from the water-mark on the
left, The number of the other swimmers and finally the hat on his head (hint: the hand
cannot touch the area covered by the hat)). When all this
was finally understood by me (2/20/2012) and accepted...
(I'm very stubborn) the 96/100 came (with shaking hands),
but with no big surprise (as I was merely following God's
algorithm (well, yes - with a touch, which has developed
slowly over years of a daily practice)).
3. YOU -
We live forever. (We incarnate on planet earth
or other places at least one life time. Our life in the
non-physical body feels real not an inch or gram less than
life in the physical body).
3. ME (My
opinion) -
I am convinced this is true. I cannot suggest any proof for
that though. Here is some evidence for whatever its worth:
1. During out of body travel (night time) I met loved ones
and friends on the other side of the veil (i.e. people who
have supposedly *passed away*). I talked to them. Some of
them gave me advices/illustrations regarding *real life*
situations, which I was going through at that time. That
gave me a strong feeling about these people still being
*around* and up to date with stuff we go through.
2. Some of
the out of body travel made me feel it was taken from a
previous life. However I cannot provide any proof for that.
I read about people who *visited* their previous live
through regression hypnosis. I did not do that (yet).
3. In
some of the out of body travels I found myself together with
a *mix* of people. Some still *alive* and some who have
passed away. That kinda gave me a feeling about blending of
the physical and spiritual dimensions.
4. The contacts with
spiritual beings convinced me there is a spiritual dimension
(I believe more than just one. Perhaps infinity number of
dimensions... can't really tell).
5. The way we blend into
society around us, and the way we naturally react to things
give me the feeling that our inherited traits go way beyond
genes (biology). Based on my personal experience, I feel we
may have come to this world from different origins.
6. Some
people from beyond the veil spoke to me in a language, which
reminded me of ancient Egyptian dialect, which I saw in
movies (e.g. the Mommy).
7. Feeling of a strong connection
to a particular far away place, since very young age. This
include passionately reading books about it; Relating to a
particular main character of these books, and visiting this
place out-of-body several times. Then eventually
law-of-attraction/angels came and made it become reality...
8. Experience the concern/care/physical-reaction of
particular Jewish people (from beyond the veil) to specific
actions, which I take towards Jewish tradition. This might
be the place to say they in general encourage me to follow
the tradition. However, their actions become quite sharp
when it comes to showing respect/appreciation to Jewish holy
symbols (e.g. Talit, Soul Candle, Sidur (pray book), Bible).
I get (immediately!) rewarded or punished (or assisted)
respective of my actions. There are many examples, which I can provide.
Here is maybe the funniest (and the most embarrassing) one:
I have a tiny Jewish 'holy corner' in my living room. This is basically a box
(which I kept from the moving day), which on top of it I placed the
Jewish stuff, which I use for prayers. Now to respect this
corner I do my best to be dressed up decently whenever I roam
next to it, and not to eat around it (well, chocolate
doesn't really count right?).
One day (sometime I
think around 1/2010) I decided that whenever I go to the
bathroom I should make sure to close the door behind me, as
the bathroom is not far from my little 'holy corner' (yeah I
know this should go without say, but oh well...). And so I
did for a day or two. Then on the third (or perhaps it was
the fourth) day. Crap. I dial into a conference call with a
key customer and then in the last moment I realize that I
better run to the bathroom to take care of business before I
get stuck in a 1.5 hour call w/out ability to move (so sorry
for the over sharing).
I rush into the bathroom (forgetting
all about my door commitment thing) and swish... the door closes behind me
at once. I did not even have time to freak
out. I smiled and said thank you babies (that's how I call
my angels/fairies). You could tell it was heaven's doing, as
the door closed so quickly, gently and accurately w/out making any noise
when it touched the doorway frame.
The key point in this
story is that these heavenly guys must have read my mind and
seemed to care about me paying respect to the Jewish holly
corner. (Or that is at least my interpratation). It could be
btw my own sub conscious (soul) doing that. But from what I
understand (again, my interpratation and some reading, which
I have done) in the heavenly dimension we are all kinda
connected and appear as one anyways.. so it doesn't really
make much of a difference if the mysterious closer of the
door was my subconscious or you - my dear angels.
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Ok, take five.
Pic 12: DOĞADAN NATURE from BERUSSA's Photos (you
can click on the pic to view more beautiful pics)
4. YOU -
We have a free choice for our actions. Our
subconscious/soul and God/Angels/guides know already what
choices we will make. However, this does not impact or limit
our choices in any way (sounds kinda weird. I know).
4. ME (My
opinion) - Duh? (thank you captain obvious) of course
we can choose whatever we like to do at any moment. The
strange thing though is the spiritual domain's ability to
know already now what choices we will be making in the
future. (e.g. I realized many times I
can get a good feelings about something, which is about to
happen. Sometimes it is 'just' seeing names of people I will
meet later in the day (whom I never met before). Some other
times it is an out of body travel, which tells me in a quite
visual way part from a movie I'm going to see or God forbids
part of bad stuff I'm going to see later in the news.)
So the question is how knowing the future does not
contradict the free choice concept? My answer: no idea... (I
do have some long story thoughts about that, but I know. you
just want to read anyways about magic and stuff, so let's
not derail about this one. I will just quickly say this
paradox even becomes more interesting if/when we try to base
our present choices on future knowledge... Wow. Albert
(Einstein), Sigmund (Freud). Are you guys around? I think we could
use some help here)
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Take five...
Pic 13: DOĞADAN NATURE from BERUSSA's Photos (you
can click on the pic to view more beautiful pics)
5. YOU -
We can have out of body
experiences (normally during sleep). That means
our body hosts some kind of energy, which may travel outside
of it at will.
5. ME (My
opinion) - Agree. Opinions, which I heard about this
one range from fear to disbelief. Regarding fear - I
can assure you my friend that you always come back from
these travels into your body, no matter what. even if God
forbids you 'die' there you will make it back alive!
Sometimes it may even feel disappointing to come back to
reality... If your fear is about whom you may meet *over
there*, I can give you a well known recipe...
Just
before you go to bed read something nice or watch something
funny on TV. Never end up your day with Nancy Grace show or
anything else terrifying or negative. You are not on a
mission to solve terrible crime mysteries while asleep.
Leave this to *professional* psychics. Regarding
disbelief - Many people would simply explain vivid
dreams or *out of body experiences* as something, which
happens inside our minds.
I think that's seemingly a *reasonable* line of
thought, and that's the way I used to interpret this
phenomenon myself until I could not make sense of it anymore.
What follows is a few of those (during-sleep) weird things,
which led me to adopt the new *creepy* line of thought (i.e.
that in at least some of our *dreams* we do travel outside
of our
bodies).
1.
Seeing my room around me.
2. seeing (floating to) my apartment bathroom.
Running into people over there...
3. Going through walls in
the hotel (It felt like going through a few layers of paper.
I remember penetrating the hotel walls and then heavily
landing on my bed into my lying physical body).
4. Having
someone telling me she saw me
(while being fully awake) sitting in her kitchen in night
time (this was about 10 years after not seeing her... and 18
years before seeing her again and hearing that story). See.
I always said it was a bad habit to grab food at night '-)
There were many more, but here is one of my favorite (night
time) experiences of all time :) One evening (sometime in
2009-2010) I stand in the supermarket cashier line. Nothing
much to do except for waiting my turn.
Looking at the magazine cover in front of me. I
see a pic of a famous someone.. The title says something
about her happy relationship with a famous someone else... I
go home. Forget all about it and go to sleep. I 'wake up' in
some un familiar house (I clearly remember the bed, the door
and some other items in her room). She is very happy to see
me. We are having a great time. Her boyfriend is there. He
is upset. I clearly remember the feeling of self guilt and
disbelief about me simply ignoring the poor guy. Something
stronger shook this thought off me as if it was a snow flake.
I remember him getting off bed and slamming
the door behind him. Later I woke up. Still shaky from this
best dream/experience ever. The next evening I am at the
supermarket again (or maybe it was a few days after that
night. Not sure). My good friend (the magazine's cover) is
there again. Inviting me to take a quick look. I look with
a disbelief. The magazine cover shows
these guys again (Now it was him in the pic). Telling about
a big fight, which broke up between them. Oh my. I am so sorry.
I think now they are doing good though.
Now the encouraging thing about this out of
body creepy phenomenon is that it kinda opens up the door to
heaven. because if we accept the idea of having *something*,
which may leave our body at will then the entire concept of
'everything is simply a brain chemical activity' collapses.
The out-of-body experience reveals
*something* (let's just call it 'soul' for lack of a better
word), which is not bound to the physics of our body.
Meaning when our body cease to exist the soul can still
continue to exist. Now I say this opens the door to heaven.
I did not mention the word proof or even evidence. I did
hear about the NDE (Near Death Experience) phenomenon. But
well, there are other things, which convinced me about the
after-life (and the before life). Some of them I have
already mentioned in this paper (So no need to use the NDE 'weapon').
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Now how about I suggest you a self
experiment. Hopefully it may work for you. My motivation is
to enable you and your friends/loved ones to go beyond some of
the limitations, rules and if I dare say, hypocrisy of our
society. It will enable you to meet with dear ones. Either
those who are very much alive or loved ones who have crossed to
the other side. It may also enable you to be mobile in case
you are handy capped (just like in the movie 'Avatar'). Last
but not least it can serve you as a measurement tool (or
alarm clock if you will) for a connection, which is not true
(someone is cheating on you or lying to you).
So here it is: Place a hard copy pic of your
friend in your bed room (anywhere in the room). Look at your
friend before yoy go to bed. Talk to him or her. tell them
what you feel (yes. you may hug or kiss them if you want).
Goto sleep. Your friend may show up (when you are 'asleep')
in the exact place in your room where his/her pic is. He/she
may talk to you. Sometimes you may be able only to listen
though. Sometimes instead of your friend visiting you, you
may end up visiting him/her. He/she may be in heaven or some
far away Island on planet earth (or some other
planet/realm). Your soul will still manage to find him/her. Now the
bottom line, the true nature of your connection will get
revealed to you during that gathering. It worked for me like
a charm many times. No reason why it should not work for
you. An alternative trick is to look many times in a soft
copy pic (or video clip) on your computer. For example, I
looked at least hundred times at the free throws
I-beat-you clip of Steve Nash. Finally we got together
in some unknown Gym. He gave me an advice (w/ illustration),
which I found quite interesting (never thought about it
before). I tried it the next day in the Gym. It worked ok,
But sorry Steve. No breakthrough yet... An interesting
variant of the above experiment - place the hard copy pic of
your friend (or loved one) on the alarm clock by your side.
If something is wrong or otherwise interesting there.. your
alarm clock may flash. This just happened to me twice in a
row in the last two days. About 10 minutes ago (just before
deciding to write this paragraph) my alarm clock went off
again.
Needless to say I never set it.. I took the pic away from it.
Now I must say. I never placed a pic of
someone I don't like in my room. Why in the world would I
want to meet in night time someone whom I'm trying to avoid
in day time... Another interesting finding (and I should be
very careful now w/ my words) is: if you have something
going on w/ that person during the day or/and this person is
attracted to you, you guys will meet. If the attraction is a
social one the meeting will have a social nature. Same goes
for romantic nature etc. (I have my theory about why it
works this way. But hey as long as it works who cares
why:)).
Take-a-break...
Pic 14: DOĞADAN NATURE from BERUSSA's Photos (you
can click on the pic to view more beautiful pics)
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6. YOU -
Evil and Good exist side by side.
6. ME (My
opinion) - Sure. And I don't think we may need to go
far away to find those two. I believe they co-exist in each
one of us to some varying degrees. (No offense please. We are just human beings).
I guess we are supposed to be in a constant
pursuit of good. However, please let me know how it feels when you get there
(because my feeling is you will get there before I do...).
One of the good things about Evil is it makes the Good
look even Better.. However if the Evil in the world could be
just a little bit less Evil, I don't believe life would be
boring. I believe we could still have lots of 'problems' and
challenges and reasons to complain even w/out hurting or
killing each other.
Good is great, not much to say about it. I
interpret Good as being kind towards anything, which
surrounds us. That includes, humans, animals, nature and any
other being we may run into.
With your permission dear reader let's talk
about evil a little. I think the root of evil is unkindness.
If today we push someone off the road or take advantage of
someone whom we interpret as naive or easy, maybe tomorrow
should we are given a weapon and the 'right circumstances'
(such as being really bored or need of a money or upset) we
may end up on the wrong side of Nancy Grace show (well, there are no
really good
sides there). Thus when I see a severe
unkindness I get alarmed as if I have seen a crime. I
believe most of us though can evolve and become better.
Organized evil such as terror groups is very scary, but I
think we shall not overlook the 'individual based evil'.
Diff facet and low scale of the same shi$. you know.
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Now speaking about scary. How about evil on
the other side of the veil? Well, I don't know much about
that. I believe law of attraction comes here to our help.
meaning, if we are good we do not attract bad guys from
either side of the veil. (relax. no need to be righteous,
just normal).
Back to good. I believe that if we see an
injustice done to someone we have to intervene and help,
otherwise we become in a way partners to the crime. Many years ago in
Haifa Israel I saw from far away a fight breaking between
two men (in a mall). There were perhaps about 100 people around
them watching the real life episode. It did not look good at
all. I made my way quickly through the crowd, reached the scene and broke up the
fight. I try not to judge the crowd in my mind, but to be
honest I was hoping for more help. I believe that if you see someone
getting beaten up and you come to his/her help you are
impacting the entire world in a positive way. You may
think nobody knows or cares about the tiny local scene,
which you were part of. Let me tell you, my friend, God
does. (and God is not just a concept.. but well, that's
another discussion).
Now here is a magical thing, which happened
to me and to some of my closed once after seeing evil during
the day (e.g. on TV) or just being very stressed out. I/we
would have bad dreams about encounter with evil. And when I
say *dreams* I really mean out of body experiences. Does it
mean anything bad about us? I don't think so. I think
reading a nice book, watching a funny TV show or otherwise
experiencing any other good/positive thing before going to
bed attracts good dreams/experiences. try it. It works!
Break time.
Pic 15: DOĞADAN NATURE from BERUSSA's Photos (you
can click on the pic to view more beautiful pics)
7. YOU -
We can communicate with relatives or
friends who passed away.
7. ME (My
opinion) - Yes we can. This may be done (or shall I
say "may happen") in various ways. It could be as explicit
as having them in your room (either when you are awake or
asleep) or as implicit as receiving indirect messages from
them (e.g. emails, file names, license plates and the like).
I believe (sense) that their visits are dependent on how
close you were with them when they were alive, as well as
how open you are to *creepy* things...
Here is a funny story from 2010. A close
relative thankfully visited me several times, since the time he
has passed away. One time I asked him (while asleep) to get me
some dance CD/DVD. He got it for me (while asleep) and said
"here is the CD for your dance shmance...". I said thanks
and came to the realization that he may not have been really
into my dance activity. Sure I was hoping he would one day
become more positive about my new hobby.. A few months later
I was having a salsa lesson. Just me and the instructor
somewhere in the middle of nowhere. Half way thru the lesson
someone opens the door. He reminded me of that relative
right away. He asked about something, which was totally
irrelevant (the shop, which sells this item has been closed
for a three years now). Then he completely ignored my
instructor (she is a very pretty lady) and asked me
questions about my dance. Whether I enjoy it, making
progress etc. He was not going to leave. Maybe waiting for a
sign from me that I recognize. Well, I do!!! and I'm very
thankful. I sure miss you a lot my...
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Take five.
Pic 16: Josephine Wall from BERUSSA's Photos (you
can click on the pic to view more beautiful pics)
8. YOU -
We can hang out w/ friends or
relatives while being in out of body state.
8. ME (My
opinion) - yes, we can. One day (early 2010) I
discuss spiritual matters with a friend. we talk about out
of body experiences. She tells me she flew over the water
like in a Harry potter movie. And that we can jump and do
all kind of stuff while in that state. The next night I am
having an out of body experience w/ some other friend. I
want to make a point to him that we can jump over onto the
sand hill in front of us. I tell him XXXXX said we can do
that while we are in out of body state. I rest my case :)
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Take five.
Pic 17: Ciro Marchetti - BERUSSA's Photos (you
can click on the pic to view more beautiful pics)
9. YOU -
The Law of attraction (we attract whatever we are obsessed with).
9. ME (My
opinion) - Well, The law of attraction - enough said. It
is similar to the law of gravity (GMM/R^2) or the law/power
of magnet if you will. Only difference is that the law of
attraction is not limited to the physical dimension. So for
example, if you are a good guy you will attract angels into
your life. If you are a bad guy you... Um. you know what. Do
me a favor. Just be a good guy. I googled a little and
realized some people say this law is a bullshi$, because you
cannot just sit legs on the desk and expect things to come
to you. Rather you need to get your bu$$ off and work for
the things that you want. My response to that: Yes. work
your bu$$ off. But add a little pray. Close your eyes and
imagine that the things you work for are going to happen.
Afterall - What is the risk in doing so? wasting two minutes
of your life? And if this is a big of a deal for you then
maybe just close your eyes for one
minute.
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Take five.
Pic 18: Gordon Mortensen - BERUSSA's Photos (you
can click on the pic to view more beautiful pics)
10. YOU -
Magic is true. It is
an unseen (psychic) power (or ability), which all of us
possess to a certain degree. (We may develop it just like we
may develop our language or dance skills).
10. ME (My
opinion) - Believe it or not It is true. I think a
key thing is do not deny stuff, which happens to you, when
it seems too weird to digest. First accept it. Then maybe
you have no explanation for why and how. That's ok. Maybe
one day you will. Here is something, which happened to me
now the second time (in about 2 years). It is similar to
some crazy shi$, which I read in one of
Doreen Virtue
books. I never dream though that it may happen to people
like us in real life. I went to the dance studio Friday
evening (19-Nov-2010). Had a great time. However when it was
all over all I could think about was my bed and pillow. I
wanted to meet them as fast as I could. However, my phone
ringer goes off. My friend is waiting for me in club 94,
30-40 minutes drive away in the east. I drive on 53 north
and try to think quickly whether to get off the highway on Palatine and go on it east all the way, or perhaps
wait for Dundee (about 3 exists north of that). The thought
about Dundee was more comforting, since I know how to
navigate better from there to the club. However bummer, I am
way south of either of these choices. All of a sudden I find
myself on the exit to Dundee. I have no recollection of
seeing Palatine exit or NW Highway or Rand. I was around
Euclid when this *jump* took place. This is crazy shi$ my
friend, but I can assure you all I was drinking before that
happened was soda. So anyways what I'm trying to say is: now
when I see
Criss
Angel in one place and the next moment he shows up in a
different place, I do not doubt it. Speaking of which - One
thing I'm wondering about: I read people responses to some
of Criss Angel *tricks*. They all kinda denying what they saw
and just looking for the trick/illusion. Ok. so be it.
However, I'm also getting this negative collective vibe
coming from the responses. and I wish this could change...
Maybe what Criss is doing is really just playing an amazing
illusion/trick on us. Maybe not. In any case this is so
entertaining and beautiful. Let us simply appreciate it... I
mean this guy did no harm to any of us right? oh well, sorry
for 'preaching'. This is just
my $0.02 anyways.
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Pic 19: NATURE from BERUSSA's Photos (photographer:
Julio Segura Carmona)
11. YOU -
Interaction between our mind and
our sub conscious - Our sub
conscious/soul/spirit may hint us whether we are on the
right track.
11. ME (My
opinion) - Yes. In my opinion our sub
conscious/soul/spirit may communicate with us and provide us
hints about the future. I think it depends on how open we
are to accepting *creepy* experiences as *normal*. I also
believe it depends on how attentive we are to implicit
communication. Some people for instance may see the number
555 ten times a day, but they may dismiss it as a silly
coincident or they may think "oh. cool. this must be my
lucky number. Probably only a few people would say "Oh my.
This must be my subconscious trying to tell me something
about the future...". Ridiculous right :)
Ok, so having said that. I am one of those
'weird' ones, who belong to the latter group. I will make a
long story short. I see (some of) the future almost on a
daily basis. This is crazy, but I just got used to it. It is
not in the level of which lottery numbers to pick (uh. I
wish '-)). It is more just 'normal' things, which are going
to happen later in the day or sometime in the next day. It
could be for example a detailed scene from a movie I'm about
to watch or just something little about my work day. So I'd
say mostly it is for my own amusement and 'self
consumption'. Sometimes however I have the feeling it is
bigger than that. And it is not for my own consumption, but
rather for someone else. Maybe one example on top of my
head. I saw (in dream time) someone close to me
getting pregnant. I never said a word about that either to
her or anyone else. I actually dismissed it as just another
interesting experience... A week ago I heard she got
pregnant. and people were quite surprised by the unexpected
timing of that. So how about, dear reader, I will share with
you two things, which I saw in the last year or so (2010).
And I will provide my $0.02 interpratation, as it is kinda
scary shi$. The first one is reoccurring floods. It came
during night time vivid experiences. I was driving my car
and the water started to come. I survived some of them, and
some not so much. I just woke up all freaked out. The
location was in some of the cases close to my place. My
interpratation for that is we need to take
Anastasia's advice and start be kinder to mother earth.
I am a city boy, so I'm not saying let's now all leave our
offices behind and become farmers.. But everyone can do a
bit more for mother nature. Keep it cleaner for example.
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Now I shall tell you about the second
experience. Perhaps it has no meaning.. Perhaps it does. To
be on the safe side I will share this with you dear friend.
It happened in OCT/2009. Eve of Yom Kippur (the most holy
Jewish day). I was getting ready to go to the synagogue to
say the 'Kol Nidrei' pray. My fancy holiday cloths are on my
bed. I pick the shirt and put it over my head (meaning at
this 1 second I cant really see much). A thunder and
lighting hit the room in a magnitude, which made me think it
was the end of the world. Many years ago I served as a tank
commander in the army. I still remember the behavior
of the vehicle after we fire a shell. There is a huge light
inside and the whole thing shakes like there is no tomorrow.
That's exactly what happened w/ my bed room. I froze. Then
after about a second I quickly did two things. I Finished
putting my shirt on.. and listened. I anxiously wanted to
'see' if I can hear anything outside. People talking,
Ambulance sirens, something, anything... To my surprise
there was no sirens. Only normal calm voices of neighbors
chatting outside, as if nothing has happened. I called the
cell of my x-wife right away, since I knew she and my
daughters were on their way to a dinner. I was still very
concern even after getting the two relaxing indications
mentioned above. She answered, and said she did not hear any
boom. Neither she heard ambulance or police sirens. I was
very relieved. I then approached the window and looked
outside to see the storm, which obviously caused all that...
Huh. The sky was totally clear. Not even a single cloud. Now dear
friend what bothers me is not 2012 or anything, which I may
have heard or read about. What bothers me is that so far all
of my little/medium premonitions or whatever we want to call
it, came true. In addition, about a year or two before moving
to the USA from Israel I got a clear indication about an
atom bomb or atomic war or atomic/nuclear accident. It was 'confirmed' to me around
Dec/2007. Can not share this story, sorry...
Now the question is: ok, what are we going to
do with this limited information? First and for the most
part I'd expect many of my readers to dismiss this as an
imagination and/or just feel bad for me for the bad
influence, which my sleeping pills must have on me. Very
well :) However, dear
Anastasia/Vladimir or any other person, who may find
this writing disturbing. Please help. Some evil may need to
be destroyed. ASAP. In general I believe in
mankind. And I believe in the approach of promoting kindness
in the world. Evil is individual. There is no collective
evil on this planet. No evil country, culture or religion.
Nor there is any better country, culture or religion. Some
cultures overall seem to be advancing towards more
peaceful/kinder attitudes. Now someone needs to help the
other cultures catch up. Any volunteer?
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Take five.
Pic 20: NATURE from BERUSSA's Photos (photographer:
Julio Segura Carmona)
12. YOU -
The fundamental
believes/concepts of all major religions are basically true.
12. ME (My
opinion) - Crazy as it may sound I will have to go
with yes. God, angels, Next life, heaven, helping the poor,
talking to God - all these I am convinced are true concepts.
Setting a special place and time to talk to God (sing, pray,
light candles - whatever works for you or your community) is
in my opinion a very good thing. Now killing each other in
the name of God, feeling more loved by God than others are, I
believe, not very good things. Probably it is best to avoid
such actions/feelings if possible. I view religion as a frame
work (for life) and as something, which can bring many
people together. God is love. And allow me please to
illustrate that concept. About two years ago I flew to
Israel to attend a (biological) family wedding. It was
somewhere in the Israeli desert in the middle of nowhere. I
drove about three hours from the airport (Friday afternoon).
Now as we may know, Israel (aka the holy land) is a place of
a major dispute between Arabs and Israelis. A major dispute
between Muslims and Jewish. I finally make it to the
specific point in the desert. (A group of Bedouin tents,
which serve as resort facility). It is totally dark. I am on
the main road and all I can see is two big tents and lots of
rocks. Needless to say I am not going to drive my nice
rental on these rocks. I park the car on the side road and
walk towards the tents to hopefully find someone. Right away
I do. Two Bedouin folks approach me in the dark. The young
one asks me (in Hebrew) what I'm looking for. I said the
family name. He said sure. It is over there. I must have
looked so lost, since he reached with his hand and grabbed me
by the palm to make sure I get it (as if we are together in
a dance class or something). At that moment I saw God. I saw love.
Anyhow, I find parking and walked into the party. I sit by
the table. One of the people (anonymous for now) wants to
make sure I get food... Before I manage to say
a word, she calls the Bedouin guy near us. She asks him to
bring me food and stuff. I hear the intonation of her voice.
My blood freezes. She meant no harm, but... I said to myself
"here is the middle east crisis. Right there". The tone was
such that the guy's immediate response was defensive ("ok. ok. mam. no
need to yell at me"). At that moment the magical mirror out
there got a severe hit. I'm not saying this summarizes the
entire dispute between Jewish and Arabs. But I definitely
think this way...Another place in Israel where I experienced
love (God) was at Tel Aviv, Melchet street. Rosh Hashana
holiday many years ago. I'm lost again. Looking for a
synagogue. I find one. Very little. I go upstairs and enter
the room. I realized my mistake. It is all black hats. You
know, ultra orthodox Jews. I must have looked like an alien
to them. They immediately invited me in. Gave me a pray book
(siddur) and were just so nice and friendly (and I believe,
happy that some guy from the street joins them in doing
their thing). I found God also in the Israeli army and in
the Technion in Haifa. Otherwise, oh well.
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Take a break.
Pic 21: Eamaron-PHOTOS (Gematria of Cat (Hatool
in Hebrew) is: 444 (surrounded/guided/protected by angels))
13. YOU -
The magical mirror -
Every thought, feeling or act, which we do, does not
dissolve into the universe, but rather it “hits” some huge
unseen mirror and is reflected back to us. That reflection
sometimes happens immediately, sometimes later (Karma…). In
other words: Everything counts.
13. ME (My
opinion) - Am absolutely convinced about this one.
Some people call it "The law of attraction". I rather refer
to it as "The law of the magical mirror". And I say
'magical' just to make it sound more attractive. Between us,
I don't think there is any magic about it at all. I see all
over the place how people's thoughts, feelings and actions
come back to them as a boomerang. For the good and for the
worst. Here is an exercise for anyone 20 years old or older
(childhood might be an exceptional
case from some evolvement related perspective. So if your
age < 20 please wait before you do the following):
Look around you. What do you see? In particular, What
country/state/city/village do you live in? Who are your
friends? What is your job/career? What do you do for fun?
How does your face/eyes look like? - All these things are
the sum of what you have attracted into your life. If you let me take a
quick look at your face and your eyes, I will immediately
tell you who you are. These two are the magical mirror of
your soul. See. I never said this mirror was far away
thousand miles up in the sky. It sits here right under (and
above) your nose...
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With your permission dear reader, I like to
talk about something, which I feel may go beyond just self
reflection. And this may sound like a bad news. But I think
it is something we just need to learn how to deal with... I
feel that sometimes the energy of people around us could
affect us as well (i.e. their beams may hit our mirror and
get reflected at us). Let's call it "The law of the exposed
mirror". Let me give you an example by telling you a little
secret. In case you haven't guessed it so far, I love
basketball. In particular I love shooting free throws. I
count how many shots I can make w/out miss. and it keeps me
engaged and entertained. Now sometimes I can have a nice
sequence going. Then all of a sudden I freeze. I feel shaky,
and I know I am going to miss the next shot if I just dare
taking it... Then I look around for the reason.. and I see
someone stares... One time a person approached me, and after
giving some compliments he said "you know I was watching you
for a few minutes. This was amazing. Too amazing. So I was
staring at you and said to myself "I want this guy to miss
now", and so you did...". Yes, seemingly someone, who did not
got the memo of minding ones own business. But really what
he did is giving you and I an excellent illustration of "The
law of the exposed mirror". I exposed my mirror by being
there in the Gym and going like crazy with my shooting.
30,000 people booing at you and trying to distract you when
you are on the foul (free throws) line in a professional
game might be even a better example. My best sequences are
normally when either the day care kids are around or the old
people from the group class. I just feel their positive energy flying
around and it relaxes me. Now bottom line: I have a LOT to
work on myself to know how to better deal with this shi$.
However, if you may allow me to already give you an advice
I'd say "stay low my friend. You can be a Hollywood
superstar or a CEO of a successful company. This is okay. It
is actually really wonderful. However, stay modest. and keep
on being KIND to people around you. LOVE them (i.e. go with
their flow). try to be in their shoes. The most annoying
thing you can do to your enemies is be kind to them... They
would freak out. Eventually they may become your friends.
Try it. It works".
Take a break.
Pic 22: Fractal Art from BERUSSA's Photos
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Conclusion - part
I
Are you ready? Sitting tight? I am an
engineer. A nerd. You know. One of those who don't believe a
shi$ even if they see one. Show me the most extraordinary
phenomena and I guarantee you I will find a *reasonable*
explanation for it (e.g. brain condition, sleeping pills
influence, Rich imagination and so on). I was so freaking
close to dismiss any Godly/heavenly thing as a childish
belief or wish for thinking... And then, guess what. One silly
video clip shook my secure world and provided me with a
surprising proof for God's existence. Funny. Who would
believe such a thing would happen?
Watch and enjoy.
Conclusion -
part II
Ok. Now perhaps some of you are smiling with
a big relief, as you just realize I got *nothing* (i.e. I
did not really provide a solid *proof* for God's existence
or angels or anything). However as stated in page 1 (second
item of the purpose paragraph) I do not need you to
*believe* in God (or heaven etc). What I want you to do for
me (sorry if I may sound patronizing now) is: 1. be kind to
other people around you (and not just your loved ones or people
you are afraid of). 2. Understand we are all of equal
importance (as unbelievable and ridiculous as this may
sound to some of you). I truly believe that if most (hopefully all) of us
will follow these two "rules of thumbs" planet earth will
become a much more pleasant place to live in (And.
No. life
will not become boring! Simply because we will
change/adjust, and so will our life perspective and the
things which give us pleasure). Don't believe? Try it! It
works!
(PS -
Vladimir & Anastasia discuss in a great detail the
aspect of kindness towards mother nature and its plants and
animals (beyond other eye opener concepts/facts). Feel free
to browse there and change your life forever.)
A mathematic/graphic representation of
(the claim captured in) Conclusion -
part II
Here is a mathematic/graphic representation
of the above claim (life will not become boring).
y = How (much) Intrigue our Life is
x = Family, Work, Hobbies, Troubles,
Challenges, Group interaction, Nature etc etc
Figures 23 and 24 illustrate our life in the
present world vs. how life may look like in an adjusted
world. As you can see when adjusting the function from y=x
to y=x+10 we don't really impact the growth (or/and the pace
of growth) of y, but rather we shift it
to a different area (top left corner area in this simple
example).
y = f(x) = x (y=x is chosen for simplicity)
Pic 23: Our Life in the current world
y = f(x) = 10 + x
Pic 24: Our Life in an adjusted world (y (life
interest) keeps growing as a function of x
(life variables), but is shifted to a
new *safer area*)
In other words, life remains
interesting, but the environment around us is
becoming different. Best example I can come up
with (how sad) is of a international war vs
international wrestling competition. In both
situations we may get high by seeing *our*
people kick the bu$$ of the *enemy* (I never
measured, but my guess is similar amount of
adrenalin flows in our body in both scenarios).
However, war is a terrible thing, while a
wrestling match could be fun (In particular when
you see the wrestlers hug each other before and
after the match and sometimes hangout together
when off the floor).
Pics 25 and 26
below make a point of
that.
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Pic 25: Russian soldiers - world war II
Pic 26: two wrestlers on the floor. An hour before
hitting the bar together.
Post mortem (Q&A)
(note: this section does not focus on
facts/self-experiences, but rather suggests my subjective
$0.02 opinion about some global topics. It assumes God's
existence. It shall be taken then in that context)
Say a miracle happens and we come to the
realization of God (and heaven, angles, fairies, devils,
afterlife, soul and anything else, which is derived of
those).
Question 1: What shall we do then?
Answer 1: We shall love and promote love
around us.
Question 2: What is love?
Answer 2: Love is the ability to think about
others and view life through their eyes ('tune to their
vibration').
Question 3: Will our kindness be not taken
advantage of?
Answer 3: Yes. Many times it will.
Question 4: So? What's the point then?
Answer 4: Heaven will smile at us. Now since
the time we do in heaven is infinity times bigger than the
time we do here on planet earth, I think it is worth taking
the risk.
Question 5: Will our kindness not encourage
jerkiness of some people around us?
Answer 5: Most likely not. Kindness can only
come out of strength. people will notice that and may start
to think twice before messing with us again (Fool me once,
shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me.)
Question 6: But someone just cut me on the
road treating me and my car as a transparent object. I so
wanted to get back at that idiot driver...
Answer 6: If someone hurts you there is one of
two options: a. They did not really mean to hurt you (but
rather say they just reacted to some circumstances).
Therefore they should be forgiven anyways... b. They were
indeed trying to harm you. In this sad case it may be useful
for you to think about the magical mirror mentioned earlier
in this paper. If you manage somehow to find a strength in
you and hold on to yourself, their bad act would hit the mirror
and come back right at them (even if you may not witness
that). However, if you respond in a negative way, you
share part of the ricochet from the mirror (whether you
are aware of it or not). So now not only the 'bad guys' do
not get fully punished, but you unfortunately take some of
the hit too. And btw yes. Perhaps we shall use here the word 'lesson'
instead of 'punishment'. It may sound cleaner. :)
Question 7: That guy/lady is an important
successful scientist/Lawyer/Doctor/President/Dancer/Whatever. I am so jealous... Will I ever become
anything like him/her?
Answer 7: Think about a group of gorillas.
One of the females finds a golden necklace and puts it around
her neck. She shows it proudly to all of her mates, and
feels like the most important monkey in the whole universe.
Is she really? Now think about the female gorilla who
adopted Tarzan (Kala). How kind and sweet she was. Be like
her my friend. Do not waste your life away trying to impress
the group of gorillas around you known as our society. Try
to impress God instead.:)
Here is some English/Hebrew words game, which
at the very least may hopefully amuse you if nothing else...
The word 'Important' may be broken down to
"IM-POR-TAN-T". If you take away some of the ego the P
becomes F (as the Hebrew 'Dagesh' or English Emphasize goes
away). So let us right it down again: IM-FOR-TAN-T = I AM
FOR TAN; TAN means Give in Hebrew. Meaning I am (here in
this life) to give. This shall make me "important" (in the
eyes of God) .
Now what about the last "T" of the word
IM-POR-TAN-T? Sorry, no idea. Am still working on that.
Here is another one, Hebrew this time: The
Hebrew word for Important is "Hashoov". The Gematria of
Hashoov is 316. Same as the Gematria of the Hebrew word "Yeshoo",
which is the Hebrew way to say "Jesus". So in short, you
wanna be important? Be like our father Jesus. Kind and
giving. And you shall become important forever.
Please take a break.
Pic 27: Nature (http://www.hebus.com/image-289955.html)
Question 8: "Success" in life
seems to be measured in this world as having more or being
better than others. What do you think about that?
Answer 8: I think this
paradigm has thankfully no place in the new world.
Question 9: So Uri - based on
your answer to #8 above and assuming you consider yourself
to be part of the new world, your opinion should not really
be worth
more than any one else's opinion..? :)
Answer 9: This is absolutely true.:) So rich/good-looking/'accomplished'/'better-than-others' people - no need to panic
just yet. :) However, if you have some good feeling about
the existence of the spiritual domain (e.g. God, Angels,
Heaven and their daily connection to our physical world)
then you can do the following trick: get your hands on what
you may believe to be reliable angelic sources and read what
they say. My feeling is that tons of knowledge and
experience (aka wisdom) is available for those guys and thus
their materials might be invaluable to us human. And perhaps surprisingly
quite few of the materials (aka messages) provided by them
(through earth authors/mediums) seem to be down to
earth and pointed directly at us - the simple people.
Question 10: Uri, What
about the extra 'T' in number 7 above? (IM-FOR-TAN-T) Have
you figured it out yet..?
Answer 10: Yes. Hint: (shape
of) Cross. If you give freely and non-judgmentally you may
end up on a 'T' (get crucified...(even if just
metaphorically speaking)). However, in a retrospect you
may find out it was worth it. (The sweet taste of being able
to stand up
to something you believe is wrong may stay w/ you long after
the bad taste of the crucification has faded away). Try it.
It works.
Telling you a secret:
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Yes yes I promised. Ok
beloved. Here it is. I was asked by heaven so many times to
shut up my big mouth. However, given the imminent risk to
our planet coming from the east (hint: Nook), I was given
permission to invoke some powerful positive energies by
calling them via this web interface. Again I'm a big fan of
Harry Potter type of stuff, and so no wonder my path (since
the age of zero) crossed the paths of all these giant light beings.
Sis Anastasia, AA Ariel (sis
Sa., sis Elen.), AA Azrael (sis Na.), AA Chamuel (sis Ju, Dod Re.), AA
Gabriel (sis Iz.), AA Haniel (sis Ja.), AA Jophiel (sis Er.),
AA Lucifer (sis Doc., Sis Chrl), S. Mary (Ima Mi.), AA Metatron (sis
St.), AA Michael (bro Mi.), AA Raguel (bro M.r.t.n), AA Raphael (bro Ja., Bro Ra.),
AA Sandalfon (AA bro Jo), AA Zadkiel
(Aba Sh.) - pls H-e-l-p!
OMG! Thanks much for the
quick response beloved AA team. Looks like in your dimension
time has no significance what so ever '-)
